sory! :(

tataw knape aku selalu buat bnde2 bodoh ni, fuck myself! i just want u to be hapy, n guess wat? i already fail. down to the ground,
stupid me, im not supposedly talk to her like that, she just only ur past, but i want to talk to her nicely
i duno wat to do
hope u dont mad at me... plzzzzzzz.....
i just talk to her to come back with u
n she doesnt reply back
i dono wat she might do as she post on her fb = babi!
is she annoyed with me, but plz, u dont get annoyed too.
i keep did stupid thing nowadays,,,,
and that all because of ur happiness,
but it turn like hell to you rite.
i hate myself.

i just want to be with the old u.

i miss your laugh
i miss your smell
i miss your joke
i miss your smile
i miss your touch
i miss your kiss
i miss your hug

i miss the time where only me n you there
i miss the time when i cook for you something and u said the moment is just like husband n wife
i miss when you give me a hug from behind without me notice
i miss when you kiss my forehead when im asleep n when you lend me your hand as my pillow
i miss where you keep texting me 24/7
i miss when you get closed with me
i miss when you comfort me everytime i cry
i miss when you give such a good advice for me to overcome my fear
i miss everything bout you
and now.....
i missing you.

ada apa dengan maaf?

dear indah....
sekali lagi kaw minta maaf dengan aku tadi..
dah keberape kali pon aku tataw. tapi aku harap ini yang terakhir and kaw dah ta wat bende2 yang sedihkan aku lagi, even aku ta yakin dengan kata maaf kaw, tapi aku percaya kaw...
cakap la bulan tu square pon, i will still believe in you.
just dont betray me and my feeling anymore..
but ayat maaf kaw tadi wat aku takot..
tibe2 je kaw anta mesej 2...
bile aku tanye kenape?
kaw jawab, maaf atas layanan kaw kt aku selame ni..
hmmmm.. hope that u really mean it.

susahnye nak menipu kaw.......

dear indah....
malam ni first time aku tipu kaw tentang perasaan aku...
aku x sanggup bila setiap kali aku luahkan perasaan aku suka dekat kaw, kaw akan menjauhkan diri dari aku lame sangat...
ta best langsung macam tu...

and aku try fikir banyak kali, tentang perasaan aku,...
ape yang perlu aku buat?
untuk kembali mesra dengan kaw, macam mula-mula kite kenal dulu??
rapat...
lebih dari kawan...
walaupon kaw x pernah anggap aku macam tu pon..
yelah, dalam hati kaw...
ade bubu...
hmmmm
aku reka-reka cerita je pasal aku dah dapat pengganti kaw tu...
sebenarnye dalam hati aku...
ada kaw sorang je...
aku tak nak dengar nasehat kaw suh lupekan kaw tu lagi...
sebab tu aku tipu...
aku pure-pure je gembira.. macam xde pape...
kaw patotnye gembire la kan kalaw aku ckap dah ade pengganti...?
tapi kenape kaw tibe-tibe xde mo0d nak text aku?



 kaw taw x betape sakit nye hati aku menipu macam tu?
tapi kenape just stop like that?
are you jelous?
or are you think that im just a such player?
no, thats wrong.
i did lies, because i dont want you and me to be apart.
again...