its hard. :')

after several month of laugh, joy, tears, and fight, finally she ask me to forget everything bout her and me. how????? seriously i dont have any idea. she keep saying that she does not have any feeling for me, and she only love me as a friend. yeah rite. 
hmmm, i just dont want to lose her. and make her believe that i can live without her, it is just hard as hard as me to live without sambal. 
indah... i need u.. 
not as a fren, but...
hmmm...
tpi nak wat cmne.... 
kao siap suh aku ready lgi tok tak bharap kat kao and tak terkejut kalao kao dah ade yg laen someday. oke, im ready. 
im though. im not emo like u said !
just wait and see.